hello.

hello.
My Name is Cain.
I'm 19 but I feel like I live a lot of years more..

I'm a psichiatric patient. I have schizophrenia, but I'm not what you think I am.
I'm the kind of person you probably call almost normal: I live with my parents in a small house near the center of this city. I have friends, even if they're a few, but they're really good friends. I'm a student too, but in my school my life isn't too easy.
My classmates know that I'm schizophrenic, so they don't talk to me a lot. I think they're scared or something like that. I don't really care. I don't need to show to anyone who I am, if they don't want to know about me or talk to me, I think is their problem.
Well, that is what I think now... Some years ago I really suffer because of this situation, I felt so rejected, hopeless... But that was the past.
Now, my life is very, how can I say it?: Wonderful. I knew a girl who show me the meaning of living, the meaning of love. I met her in a party and I felt in love inmediatly. Now we have a really beautiful relationship, but the most important: I'm totaly Happy.
So, the reason I'm writing here is to tell you. to the people who is like me: you're so wonderful, you can live in the way you want, you don't need to worry about what is the people talking, the opportunity to live is only one..
please take it! and do it as good as you can!